arynna (:

2010-10-31T08:02:00.000-07:00

my one and only . bby love whom i treasure alot alot . iloveher manymany .
thanks for ystrday :) have more of outing together a'ight . bye :)

2010-10-27T04:16:00.000-07:00

if i had a chance to rewind back time , i really will make things everything right . hmms , stress stress stress . one by one problems come . haish .

really dont knw how to overcme everything . hmms , i really cnnt tahan .

things in school , okayokay . frm worst to better :)

alhamdulillah . and i really will treasure my kawans . ily all .

2010-10-23T05:43:00.000-07:00

bby , im sorry okay . i just hope you would forgive me . i really miss you and i really love you . being nt close to you for a few days , makes me wanna cry the whole time , cause i just miss you . i did make the effort by making the first move , cause i just dont want everything to be silent , and none of is are doing nothing . i feel so damn wronged now . i know i changed . but sorry okaays . i'll try to be the Arynna whom you knw in clementi :) ilveyou .

2010-10-17T08:47:00.000-07:00

sorry if my face Masai !!!!!!!!!!!!! ahahhaha ! me and brother got nothing

to do , so he draw my face and i draw his face ! Hahah , kentals kan ~ !!!!

hmm , this mrning went to the malay cemetry with the Madrasah people . and , its so damn hot hot ! and and i saw they put the dead body onto the ground , omgooooood ! scary siols . hmm nehmind one day i'll be like that also laaah right ?

kay laaaah , sleeeeeeeeeeeping now . cause if not cannot sleeep , thinking of you ! hahah chey ! im so happpppy got talk to you ! hhahha . awwwwwww :)

love&misses you More ! dont know whye . hehehe . k laah bye !

2010-10-16T02:08:00.000-07:00

ILOVEOG ! ~ orang GILA ! haha .

sorry didnt update always , cause malas gitu kan . slalu update tumblr jer . HAHA . kaay , last two days , had class bonding with all th office skills class . went to flyer , awwwwwwwwww-sommmeee ! having fun with crazy people , as always . HAHA .

kay , other things , i need to study for my POA test . i wanna pass this ! cause i wana go Higher nitec , and continue my studies . BIASAAAAAAA ! goood gerl taw ! HAHA .

anyways , simple update je laaah okay , takkkaire all ,
and and wait , imisseveryone ! okaybye .

2010-10-12T09:37:00.000-07:00

if i ignore you and telling you all kinds of reasons , please leave and dont bother me anymore okays . please . i dont like to entertain this kind of people ehs .

thanks (:

dear bloggy , im still busy with school , as school just re-open . but there's no diff with Holidays and School days for me . cause i dont hav much hols the last 2 weeks . hmms , things with me always th same , Haaha , family laah , standard . hmms , boyfriends ? not ready yet to have one , but maybe found one . CHEY , haha . * blushing* girlfriends , i just love them MORE & MORE ! HAHAH .

okay now , i shall go off . cause it's getting late . wait . i wanna tell y'all ILOVEALL OF YOU ! hehhehe . okay bye .

2010-10-11T04:43:00.000-07:00

want relax my mind from thinking all those shits that have been in my head for so long ! ugh , Let's go and relax and enjoy ! HAAH (:

crazy+crazy = craziest people ! & iloveit !

2010-10-09T12:05:00.000-07:00

mother , i wish you all th best , doa doa smoga kekal okay . iloveyou , more more more ! and to uncle bobby , jaga my mother okay . i also love you !

2010-10-08T10:15:00.000-07:00

Hhehe . the feelings inside me is verry veerry SHY ! hehehe .

2010-10-06T23:06:00.000-07:00

awwwwwwwwwwww , swwwwwwwwweeeeeeeeeettttttttt !!!!!!! omg omg !

2010-10-04T20:05:00.000-07:00

sssssaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaap ~~!! amciam ? macam family tak ? HAHA . kentals kentals . but not all were in th pic :( hmm , did enjoy raya-ing with them on last friday . yelaah , we got no time to jalan , so we use it for last wk , the ending ending of raya , HAHA . but we manage to cover all house ! (: so yaaaah , taakkkaire . and enjoy raya first , before its gonna end ! HAHA . okaaay byeee ,

2010-10-02T10:07:00.000-07:00

kay . went to have a mit up with Ex Twps 6F people . not all . some only .
it's so fun ! should have more outing please , okay . iloveyou all ! okaaay BYE .

2010-09-29T10:49:00.000-07:00

muke cb kans kits both ? ugh . sorry for nt updating . cause busy updating tumblr . hehe . anws , things have changed . dont ask me whye . i also dnt know whye ! kay mayb im gonna post short . cause malas uhs . sorrys ye . ily all .

2010-09-24T08:35:00.000-07:00

sumpah gelek gelek ! HEHE . ni uhh org bile da ngantok , and dont want to tido ! HAHA . kay daa . next week hols , mcm bkn hols gitu ! ade extra class mcm normal lesson kad skolaa ! merepeks uhss . nak kua raye , beh camnerhs ! ugh , benci benci . whatever it is , nak kua jgak next wk ! tsk . okay .sape sape nak kua raye , text or whad me in advance . takmo late late , nnt kang . ohoh ! HEHE . using tumblr was ok ok laah . hmm i also use formspring . so sape yg nak tanye tanye , sila pegy tanye tanye ok . but before tht kena follow me at tumblr : arynna-kidiko.tumblr.com . HEHE . k laaah , enjoyyy people , love love all . and nights !

2010-09-22T08:08:00.000-07:00

aku da create tumblr . sumpah leceh & susah !
ugh , follow ok . chey . arynna-kidiko-tumblr.com

2010-09-20T08:22:00.000-07:00

had open hse on sunday . there's so many many people . and for so long i didnt met her . last i met her was during May or before that . LONG kans ? ishk . she's still the same tho . i also miss the sister more . im sorry laah , for whaad i heard ystrday . hope i can mit her next mth !

everything seems different to me now . cause i dont know whye . secret . he seems very sensitive smetimes , over whatever i said . i just dont like . it's like not me , if im not joking around with people . ugh . nehmind . im enduring it (:

2010-09-16T17:36:00.000-07:00

Love is just so beautiful . But sometimes it takes work . And the ones you love . At times can leave you so hurt . Some people think that love is just a feeling . So they fall out of love as quickly as they fell in . Some people think love is just a game . But they the ones who always seem to end up getting played . Though everything around might change . One thing will still remain , i love you i love you ! (: my feelings has changed . but not yet ready . and i will prove it to you okay (:

2010-09-16T09:31:00.000-07:00

everything i do , it seems wrong to you . and most of the time you think

negative . how am i suppossed to control . frankly, i really appreciate

and thankful to god for letting me knwing you . eventho we have knwn since smalll . but then , im trying all my best to understands you and know you more .

i just cant wait for sat or sunday , babeh ! Wooooh . i wanna hear everything from you , infront of my eyes .. awwww , PRASAAN ! but seriously cant wait .

confirm i malu , then will blush . like as if you dnt knw . Hhaha .

hmm , just now help mom do Begedil . and it's super damn tired . my eyes

like heavy like that . uggh . and this cute boy , msg dier tunggu lame seh .

dapat tahu da zzzz .. mcm babs uh ! Haish , tahu tak tunggu .

nehmind . one day , i do to you like how you did to me . Hehe . we shall see how's your reaction goes . hmm i just miss him now . awww , i cnt wait to mit you ! Hhaha .

Kay im done here okay . takkaire bye .

2010-09-15T09:57:00.000-07:00

went to Hawa's Birthday party . fuuh , many people sudah lame tak see see , was there . and was shocking . eventho awhile only , but fun lorhs :)

we ask Hawa to open her present in front of us before we go . and so , she

and me almost cry . the photo of she and karrazzi was damn sweeet lah .

it's so touching kan we all , Chey . didnt get to take photo with her , as she was damn busy nak mamps . haish , but kesiyaaaan dier . and she love our present . Chey .

hmm , not yet asleep . cause jus aftr study for exam BPF . ugh , damn pecah Otak ! Ishk . anws also , this week busy siol . cause this sunday got open hse . and nid to kemas this laah , aiyo , peenaaaat .

okay , till here i blog . cause nak tido , relax mind . hehe .

to you : i hope whatever you said , you mean it . please dont change :)

Arynna Kidiko

2010-09-14T04:24:00.000-07:00

beloved Bestfriend SITI HAWA RAMDZAN ; Happpy Advaance Birthday , bby . wahh , you're already 17 ! JEALOUS ! now , i haf to call you , Kak Hawa !

bole ? HAHA . anyways , i hope you will enjoy your birthday party , and

no matter whad , i will love you always . stay preety . and hope our friendship

last long . Dont sad sad okay . still have me

with Love , Arynna Kidiko

2010-09-13T05:57:00.000-07:00

how i am gonna be patient ? and going thru all this ? haish .

i guess , this is not where i belong -_-

2010-09-12T17:38:00.000-07:00

1st day ! Purple day !

2nd day ! Green Day !

SLAAMAAAT HARI RAYE . MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN <3 <3

2010-09-06T17:44:00.000-07:00

Hello hello people ! amciam sume ? fasting ? Haha . left how many more to Raye kan ? Haha .

tak sabar seh ! wah , kay gmbr 2 ice cream tu , sedaaaaaaaaaaaap y'know .

life is so damn speechless for me . eh wait . you wanna know smething . i rebond hair ! hahaha .

shocking tak ? haha . merepek . but i LOve it . okay . back to my life . hmm , i just hate buyers .
dont know laa . No use living when there is no trust . haish . susah uh hidup mcm gini .

abe takd boyf macam best gitu . Haha . tapy rindu being in loved . oooohh , Hahah .

hmm , Arynna rindu ramai orang ! mcm sume da ade khidupan sendiri . haish , yelaaah , sume da brubah .

chey . Haha . sorry lerrr .

okay laaaah , till here i blog . takkkaire people . miss you all okay , SERIOUS ! ilove my people !

Arynna kidiko :)

2010-09-02T18:35:00.000-07:00

it's scary , but No use watching ! waste of money ! ugh , it's quite boring the first part . but the ENDING sucks !
seriously , i went there fw times , but i nvr see people kena bunuh before ! ahahaha ! merepek uh seriously (:

this few days , Life has been so FUN ! got my pay already , sume barang nak beli ! <3 hahaha .

okay , maybe gonna post a short one . cause nehmind laah , takkaire & Bye ,
Love Love all !

2010-08-31T07:49:00.000-07:00

Working with YOG was Fun ! and super damn tiring . and that's whye i didnt update blog !

hahahahaha . okay okay . will upate more sooon aytes . takkkaire and bye . *short post *

2010-08-09T20:45:00.000-07:00

will be busy , as im working for YOG okay . takkaire . BYE .

2010-08-09T20:35:00.000-07:00

hmmm , tempting annot ? HHAHA ! SEDAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAP siol !

'that Boney Cake' from NYDC , is so damn Marvelous ! i wann it again ! (:

Well , im sorry for not been blogging for so long , cause busy busy busy damn busy !

sorry okay . but still i will update lah , Haha . okay . i have been eating eating alot . Haha .

but controlling also . hhehe . okay .

i guess till here i update . cause nting much i wanna talk . sorry ok .

next time i blog more alright , kaaayyy , Taaaaaaaaa , Love Love ,

2010-08-04T23:41:00.000-07:00

seriously , IMISSHIM . where is He ? haish . doesnt he know that i miss him ? haish ,

i dont know whad to say anymre . cause im jus speechless . imissyou , Firman .

2010-08-02T17:35:00.000-07:00

everything we do , we have our reasons .

2010-07-30T00:06:00.000-07:00

What would life be if we had no courage to attempt anything?Let the months and years come, they can take nothing from me, they can take nothing more. I am so alone, and so without hope that I can confront them without fear. The life that has borne me through these years is still in my hands and my eyes. Whether I have subdued it, I know not. But so long as it is there it will seek its own way out, heedless of the will that is within me.

2010-07-27T23:31:00.000-07:00

to you i may look as if im happy . crazy . but in the inside , im crying .

i cant take it any more . i dont know whye . i didnt want to give up .

but i guess i have to . i have been patient to you Alot Alot . and you took

it for granted of everything . and i didnt expect it to end like this . i guess you

also dont want . but i guess , your silence , tells me that you ask for it .

whatever it is , forgetting me in your life is what you want . takkaire .

thanks for everything (:

2010-07-26T17:10:00.000-07:00

tak pernah terpikir oleh KU , tak sedikit pun Ku menyangka , kau akan pergi tinggalkan Ku sendiri dan membuat ku merana . aku tidak sangka semua ini terjadi kepada ku .

2010-07-22T17:19:00.000-07:00

Challenges make life interesting, however, overcoming them is what makes life meaningful.

life isn't always easy, it's full of tough decisions and heartache,and things don't always work out the way we hoped.life just doesn't come with guarantees. and while it's true that sometimes,by avoiding taking a chance on people, we can avoid some heartache,we might also miss out on the best times of our life. don't be afraid to love.Life is too short, grudges are a waste of perfect happiness. Laugh when you can, apologize when you should, and let go of what you can't change. Love deeply and forgive quickly. Take chances, give everything. Have no regrets. Life is too short to be unhappy you have to take the good with the bad. Smile when you're sad, love what you got, and always remember what you had. Always forgive, but never forget. Learn from your mistakes, but never regret people. Change and things go wrong, but always remember life goes on (:

2010-07-21T05:20:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NABILAH BALQYS !

Wahh , your bdae so fast uh . erh umur brape yer Kak ? ahha LOLS .

hope you had a great bdae (: ILOVEYOU lah ok LIKE DURH ! hehe .

school's been great ! cause i got AWESOME FRIENDS , that always make my day ! Yayy , iloveyou Anaks anaks (; FOREVER FRIENDs EH ! HAHA !

ystrday , im so hapy giler nak mamps ! cause he called me back . aftr how long nvr call , sms . HAHAH ! yes yes . IreallyMISSYOU , awak !

today post very short one . cause LAZY ! hhehee . sorry oke , but still post jugak per , hehe . k lah . bye lah . Iloveyou all !

2010-07-19T00:01:00.000-07:00

"making a difference in people's life" ; hmm , that my dream (;
but i hate it when im too kind to people , and they dont appreciate for everyth . im trying to change you , but this is what i get in the end . betrayed ?

WHYE is there such people in this world ? not tht i feel regretted knowing

you, but your attitude sucks to the core ! f*** f*** ! Hate it man . people asks me to buat bodo with you , but then i jus dont knw how . im trying to now ~ ..1 WEEK like that you haf been missing , things change . haish , i dont know what did i do wrong until you do thiss to me :( haish , Kental lah .

k lah , da malas nak talk . Gooooooodnights people (:

Love Love (;(;

2010-07-18T07:16:00.000-07:00

this photo was taken last year , oh my . rindu Arynna nyer Hair dulu dulu (: hmm , met Kakak Eva jus now at my hse . wah ! 7 mths plus like that i didnt met her . it's like so fast . i smemre didnt know it ! haah . she's different alr . cause she wear braces alr ! cute siah , but whatever changes she do , she's still my Kakak Eva . hmmm she's crazy when you mix with her . we smetime did share story story (: i feel comfortable talking with her lah , easy to say (;

kay time check : 10.26pm . not asleep yet . cause dont know why , hehe .

im now missing alot alot of ppl . espcially my Mother . i dont know why i miss her since jus now aftr i left my grandma hse :(

tmrw is Monday , is gonna be fun lah , like usual . but end class at 5pm i guess :( boring lah , haish , but the most fun part of gg sch is bcause of mitiing my anaks anaks and floorball people (:(: Yayyy !

k lah , till here i blog , sleeeeeeping sooon ! nights nights . anything will update alright , taaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa (;(;

Love Love .

2010-07-17T20:24:00.000-07:00

cute tak dier ? ish , so geraaaaaaaaaaam when i look at him !
but he very degil . cause he came my hse , then dont want to go bck .
he stay on the bed , and when i wanna pull him , he pushed me away . ish .
nasib aku tak tengking kad dier , kang nnt cry cry -_- haha .

had a awesome dinner with family . stommach pain now . cause VERY FULL
already . and im gonna say , i hate tday morning . cause got no captain's ball .
buat penat je tak tdo , and got to knw takd ! ish . and buat penat org bgun pagy. she paitaw siah , ugh . say will call , but none frm her until i call her !
damn cb ! okay da sudah .

takkaiire people , love love you all ! hmm , it seems to me you dont care .
so for what i care . haish . taaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa (:(:

2010-07-16T13:17:00.000-07:00

how i wish , i haf a boyf who is like her . who understands me well .

evrything is so complete when im with her . she knows me tooo well . same as the others . and we've known for 7mths . everything is jus so fast . the moment i step into clementi ite , i didnt expect she would be my closest friend .

even some people were like , if dont have me , dont have her . it's like evrywhere

we go , people will be like asking and asking . haah . she and my friends calls me mummy . i treat them jus like my daughter and son , i jus dont know whye . but i love to care for people . that's whye i haf 7 children . due to my behaviour and character . haha . anaks anaks , i hope we all dont separate frm one another . no matter what . eventho you feel left out , or even think that we dont want to b close to you . everyth tht you think is all the negative thots from yourself . smetimes we didnt get to realise what we actually think and do . in th end , actually is yr own fault and then regret . i admit , i do smetimes forget friend when i haf other friends . but i smetimes did think how will you guys feel if i did this . cause i can understand . but if you think differently of what i did to y'all , it's wrong . cause you didnt know my purpose of doing it . everything we do in life , there's a reason in doing it.

i've learnt that no matter how a good friend someone is , they're going to hurt you every once in awhile and you must forgive them for that (:

ARYNNA KIDIKO ,

2010-07-15T22:09:00.000-07:00

Aku sayanng ZEE !♥
everything i haf done to you , i guess you dont feel appreciated . tell me whye ?
cara gini kau menghilangkan diri kau ? haish , ape kau suda buat bersama ku , ku takkan
lupe . ape yg kau suda mengajar aku dan aku membuatnya , aku takkan luper kan jugak ,
mungkin kau rasa takd pape lah , but to me , what's the use of me trying out new stuffs , then
making me like one barbie doll to you , in the end what did i get ? the words you said to me
simply i thot it's jus sweettalk werds . and you told me to believe every words you said . cause you are not like the other guys outside . in the end , haish , trusting your werds make me feel useless of living -_- haish , skarang bile aku kol , tak tahu nak angkat . msg pon takd .
aku da tunggu brape hari , haish . nothing from you ! haish , takkan nak menharapkan aku kan ?
haish , ku tak tahu nak cakap ape lagy . shud i jus giv up waiting , and loving you ?
i dont know whye you did this to me :(

okay PEOPLE ! for your info , Floorball West Team 1 menang CHAMPION !
woaaaahh ! best best . and my team 2 Got 3rd ~ !♥ then we had BBQ with Sonia
all at east coast . sumpah GEREK ! hmm , nowadays school is like ntah lah . asik asik project je , menyampah siol ! smemre blum pass up , haish . malas seh ! nak buat , tpy otak Blank ! hmm , this week , staying with mom ! yes yes yes . and sat ! Captain Ball tournament ! confirm 1st again ! yeahh ! awesome ,, i guess sampai disini saje lah saya update . takkaire people , love love ♥♥

2010-07-12T17:22:00.000-07:00

Iloveiloveiloveilove My team 2 !

well , school has been fun for me . cause like dont know

uh how to say , haaha . but some things also i dont like .

floorball finals is coming . all the best team 1 ! (:

and we all are going support y'all at simei .

oohhh , best best (:

k da , lazy nak update smemre , ni pun boring nyer psl

update jap (:heheh , kay takkaire !

iloveyou iloveyou !

2010-07-08T17:41:00.000-07:00

My team 2 in Floorball ! and i fucking love love my team !

we played bad during the 1st day . but as days goes , we IMPROVED ! and yeah , eventho we didnt went into Finals , but then my team made it 3rd place ! yes yes yes . not bad huh ^_^ so next week , we all r gonna support the team 1 ! at Simei !

yes yes yes ! all th way team 1 ! i know you guys can do it (:

2010-06-24T11:03:00.000-07:00

fuck fuck fuck ! ugh , hate it . baru nak kancong , panik ! results tak bole check !
ugh , hate it ! ni uh , cikgu macam chheeee____ !
anyways , now im getting ready for floorball . wahh , bawak beg mcm nak
gy camp ! haha . kay . tonight gg bck father place , alaaa , things will also be normal lah . haish .

im gonna miss my mom loads ! haish , hope she'll cme bck soooon . so that can get to meet
her more often . cause 4days spending time with her , is so fast :'(

oklah . till hre . takkaire people . hope so i get to go cmpvision tmrw :) ! !

2010-06-23T11:37:00.000-07:00

saaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaap ! amciam my hair ? ! wohooo , ILOVEIT TO THE MAXIE !
yeah yeah . bro says cool . then say not nice . padahal NICE . mom says like square like that .
ahhh nehmind . still llove it tho :)

so today , went out with mom and bro to vivo . usual place , cause near ! and well ,
shopping ! ahha . bought zara and levis shirt ! yes ! sungguh love it . iloveyou,mom .
then bought JUNK foods ! as usual . mcmane tak gemok ! ahah LOLS ,
so yeah . having flu today was gosh , cnnt tahan . all the way . hidung sampai mcm ape. ugh .
and , it's like so damn cold everywher i go . ahhh . but then still wanna stay strong ,
cause tmrw training :) yeah yea . but the saddest part , is when i have to go bck
father hse , ugh . things will change . haish . and and somemre , tmrw my result . oh my oh my .
doa doa kan okay :)

okay im done blogging . sorry if im nt gonna blog this few days or weeks . maybe busy smpai
takd time . alright , takkaire . loves .

2010-06-22T09:09:00.000-07:00

OMG OMG ! I SAW SOMEONE SOOOOOO CUTEEE AT MY BLK ! Hhahaha , he looks
EURASIAN ! buttttttttttttttttttt ...................... when i saw him ystrday , he was wearing red !
and and and also , when i saw him today also , HE WEARS THE SAME SHIRT LIKE YSTRDAY!
I was like telling my mom . she laughs . but she purposely , go ask him many question . ugghh , MALU SIA !

today is really a great day with my mom . spent time with her . but , when going out with her ,
we will always be eating eating eating , MCMANE TAK GEMUK ! ughh , but still have fun tho :)

planning to go sentosa tmrw , but all BUSY ! i nid to tan sia , imissit ! gosh , whose free tmrw ?
just for tmrw ? hahah LOLS !

okay, im done here . all takkaire alright , anything tag me :)
Love and Miss .

2010-06-21T12:15:00.000-07:00

HELLO PEOPLE ! HELLO PEOPLE !

GOT MISS ME ? ! HAHAH LOLS ! MY BLOG IS NOT DEAD YET .

IM STILL ALIVE STILL !

OH YEAH ! IMISSYOU , ALL ! CHEH !

so , how's you guys ? enjoying holidays ? alaaa , sch starting yet , Durh !

and , competition coming ! ughh , gonna focus more on it :)

well , my hols ? Boring lah nak say . i dont know how to explain everyth .

hmmms , i miss my ANAKS alot lah esp :) :)

i dnt knw they got miss me anot ? haish xD

kay my Life ? been doing great ! * i guess *

i dont know whye . hahha ! Lols :)

Kay lah short post okay . it's late now ! MP !

ahhaa , nights ! xP

iloveyou , people ! and imissyou , people !

2010-05-26T22:32:00.000-07:00

Forgiveness is choosing to love . It is the first skill of self-giving love .The more you know yourself , the more you forgive yourself .The weak can never forgive . It is also the attribute of the strong . It's easier to forgive an enemy than to forgive a friend . It's very easy to forgive others their mistakes ; But it takes more grit and gumption to forgive them for having witnessed your own . So , To change your life , you need to change your priorities .

i may be weak for everything . but do forgive me . cause it's really difficult for me to
forget you and everything . i just dont know whye . seeing you , makes me shivers sometimes . and sometimes , i feel like , i wanna see you thru your eyes . telling
you whad im feeling inside . but , it's really difficult for me to do that . cause you
like someone else . or also kind of going to love ? haish , maybe you seem that im
happy just by looking at my expression or body language . but then , it's not true .
i have been keeping this kind of feelings , which i wanna tell you . but haish ,
i keep on wondering if one day " you would come bck to me " but it's just a dream
right ? i dont know whye i have all this feelings . it's damn weird . evry advices or stuffs that my friends ask me to , like forgetting you , it's easy for them to say . but it's not easy for me . i keep on thinking of everything . and i did pray to god . and seek help for my inner-feelings . haish , tell me how ? i know it's no use of me doing this or
evrything , but i just dont knw whad to do .

alright people , holidays are coming and exams are coming too ! it's jus next week . and yeah im in study mood this few days ! believe me ? haha your pasal uh ! ahah , so yeah . but holidays may be boring or sometimes fun i guess .ahahhas , so yeah , we shall see what to do during the hols then . takkaire alright people .
hmmm , if you guys are wondering what my post above referring to , haish , it's referring to someone which i cant forget . i just dont knw whye . hmm it's just this someone that i used to love last time . cause he's different frm the others (:
so yeah , do understand alright .to the someone : if you know who you are , hmmmm im just gonna be speechless and waits for you until my heart ask me to stop (:

2010-05-26T17:36:00.000-07:00

dont leave me crying . i've regret & i've realised .please , i beg you . tell me what's in your mind now ? i dont want to be the one crying for someone which i love so much :(

2010-05-25T23:47:00.000-07:00

YES , WHYE ?

IM SELFISH .

I JUST WANT YOU TO MYSELF .

AND I REALLY CANT HELP IT ~ !

2010-05-24T00:37:00.000-07:00

i really didnt expect all this . im hurt seeing you with that girl .

im really hurt . cause deep inside my hart , there' s still you . i really dont know

to forget you . everything i tried to forget you , but it's just so hard for me .

if i can rewind back time , and to be someone who understands all the situations ,

i would be happy if im still with you till now .

but then i guess you like another girl . haish , my eyes are pain when seeing you both .

but , if you arre reading this , im sorry , but i still love you uh . i dont know whye . and dont

ask me whye . but i still love you ..

arynna kidiko is hurt now . haish , this is what i get in the end ?

2010-05-22T06:18:00.000-07:00

first : im sorry to yuhong and mira for the 3hours wait ! im sorry sorry !

hmmm , they came my hse , and we did project ! first time so into project ! ahahs .

so yeah , manage to do some of it . and the rest i have to do :)

ahh nehmind . but i did have fun when they came my hse :)

so past few days , it's been fun okay okay for me :)

everyday go school , see each other face like so happy ! having fun together !

thurs napha , then got floorball training . now back bone cramp !

ystrday went to Navy open house , then to soccer match ! wahh , damn tiring .

but i sacrifice myself to go . but in the end , people dont appreciate that

we come for them :( haish , he just dont understands me lah huh . haish , what to do kan .

hmmmm , to you : it's okay lah . one day you'll realize your mistakes yourself uh .

thanks anyw ya .

to another you : please donot show me your what the fuck attitude uh .

and yeah you're making me jealous . on purpose right ? haish ,

k lah , takkaire , and i love you'all .

arynna kidiko wont change for who she is .

2010-05-18T00:19:00.000-07:00

Oh no . alot of apologies to say to your'all .

hmms , im sorry ye cause i didnt update much . hmms , cause im damn

damn busy . haish , sorry alright :)

oh ya . there's alot of stories i wanna share to y'all . but then there's really too many

things uh . so , yeah , a simple update .

hmmm , exams coming . and i may not have much time to blog . sorry ye .

but i'll try my best oke (:

takkaire alright .

Love all .

2010-05-11T19:17:00.000-07:00

brape lame harus ku tahan semua ini ? kenape skarang ? sampai bila ia akan berakhir ? haish , aku tidak sanggup lagi hidup jikalau keadaan makin teruk . hais , aku btol tidak sanggup lagi bertahan . knape semua hamba Allah tidak mempercayai kata kata aku . haish , ade kah salah kata kata ku ? knape semua kata kata aku , semua salah ? haish , aku pasrah .

Ya allah .

2010-05-04T18:40:00.000-07:00

babes , babes , SATURDAY make sure JADI ye ! cant wait cant wait !

no guys as said OKAY ! loves loves :)

i just hate everything now . if you hate me or US then it's okay . me and him dont care .

but please , we are sick and tired of it . but all the while , we've been patient .

haish . just be yourself lah okay . Bye .

aku makin jadi stress seh ! wahh , brape lagi harus ku tahan semua ini ? :(

anyways , takkaire . bye

2010-05-03T20:18:00.000-07:00

"Don't wait around for other people to be happy for you. Any happiness you get you've got to make yourself "

eventho im with different problems this days , but then i still keep on smilig and being myself . cause i know it's no use of me being stress over it :) haish , so yeah ! ARYNNA IS HAPPY with what ever comes now .

so jyeah , a simple update , takkaire . Loves Loves .

2010-05-01T09:38:00.000-07:00

shit man . i cannt tahan anymore sia , it's about my FONE !

sedih sia cannt msg msg with people , aiyo . they can only call me ! wah lao !

how to tahan if i havent pay yet . confirm mother will be angry sia !

so HIGH ! ughh ~~ !

shit . nevermind . haf to tahan awhile more .

this few days , has been crazy for me . i had so much fun in school .

especially the role pay acting acting .

must watch at my facebook ok , it's damn crazy ! hahah ,

then on thurs : went to FIKO , watch soccer , woah , so many ehem ehem !

ahhah , macam tak tahu pulak eh , hahah . then went to hospice .

oh best jadi EMCEE . haha , it's damn fun .

then went to queensway with yh and mira . and bole jadi gila kluar ngan dorg !

ahahha , k watever uh eh ! ^_^

Friday : went school jadi good gerl ! ahah , then went home . and it's really tired sia .

today : it's HEEN'S bdae !

happy birthday girl ! iloveyou !

tmrw there's family gathering . and i really cnt wait for the food ! ahahah , ^_^

okay , so now i blog like like that only ok .

and now seriously i miss the GIRLS !

takkaire . love love .

2010-04-29T20:51:00.000-07:00

urgh , urgh . im kind of hate certain people now !
OMG ! everything i don also wrong ! cannot this , cannot that !
please ! stop it lah , i hope all this end soon , cause i cant take it anymre .

ARYNNA KIDIKO anime :)

2010-04-28T00:29:00.000-07:00

"hello hello baby you called i cant hear a thing"

hey people , im sorry i cant reply to your text all .
and im sorry if i cant call you guys bck because i really cant .
but if you guys call me and i answer , means i can talk :)
so if you want contact me , dont sms . call okey :)

i dont care for now . cause what for care for people but they dont bother .
haish , but then , i kind of forget the people , but the people around me
keeps on making me thinks bck . i felt kind of weird this days . but i dont knw whye .
haish , orang tu sudah brubah ! ape nak buatkan .

takkaire Loves , Arynna Kidiko Anime .

2010-04-26T18:43:00.000-07:00

I woke the other day
And saw my world has changed
The past is over but tomorrow's wishful thinking
I can't hold on what's been done (woah-oh)
I can't grab on what's to come (woah-oh)
And I'm just wishing I could stop,
but Life goes on
Come of age
Can't hold on
Turn the page
Time rolls on
Wipe these eyes
Yesterday laughs
Tomorrow cries
Memories are bittersweet
The good times we can't repeat
Those days are gone and we can never get them back
Now we must move ahead (woah-oh)
Despite our fear and dread (woah-oh)
We're all just wishing we could stop, but Life goes on
Come of age
Can't hold on
Turn the page
Time rolls on
Wipe your eyes
Yesterday laughs
Tomorrow cries
With all our joys and fears
Wrapped in forgotten years
The past is laughing as today just slips away
Time tears down what we've made (woah-oh)
And sets another stage (woah-oh)
And I'm just wishing we could stop
Life goes on
Come of age
Can't hold on
Turn the page
Time rolls on
Wipe these eyes
Yesterday laughs
Tomorrow cries
Time rolls on

2010-04-25T19:03:00.000-07:00

Oh My Oh My ! stress stress . i already forget everything , and now people make me think back of the past . wah , my head keeps on spinning liike hell . this few days , i dont know whye i becoming happier and happier with the people around me . but also got stress uh , haish , so this few days , ive been staying at home , wah , so damn tired and malas to go out .

hmmm , to you friend , you know who you are :
im sorry for everything . i didnt meant to hurt you . but i hope our friendship stay strong .ive been negleting you cause i really not ready for anything . we can only be friend cause that's what we are for this 3years like that . okay . takkaire friend .

short post and simple :)
takkaire . and Loves Loves :>

2010-04-22T19:10:00.000-07:00

ahhh , stress stress . kepala ku berpikiran of too many things

oh no , it's like FRIDAY TOMORROW , wahh , SO FAST uh ,

dont you guys realise it ? ugh , i damn hate it .
had floorball training just now , and my head cant stop singing
/ hello hello baby you called i cant hear a thing /
hahahah , LOLS , okay okay , i cant stop singing also when bloggin , hahaha ., kay i guess im done here :) just a short and simple post :)
takkaire , LOVES .

2010-04-20T17:23:00.000-07:00

Love is always bestowed as a gift - freely, willingly and without expectation. We don't love to be loved; we love to love.

2010-04-19T00:29:00.000-07:00

ahhhh , tired tired , from CCA fair , tthen watch floorball match . wahh .

didnt even went to class . hmm but seriously its fun cause i get to shout shout asking all to join floorball .

aha . then get to eat PIZZA ! aha yes ! chhhuuut dus . so i saw Hamka play first time . haha chey .

wahh really like funny and cute ! ahah LOLS .

okay , done with blogging . just a short and simple :)

takkaire all . loves loves .

2010-04-18T09:37:00.000-07:00

im gonna be speechless ! ohh my .

i just dont know whye .

but the feeling inside me says so .

2010-04-17T06:29:00.000-07:00

as said that memories are meant to be kept . but sometimes we have to forget that someone to move on in life .but the memories with you , i keeep thinking each day .

i did want to post on blog 70 things i cant forget about you .but it's too long for me to write it .
and also blogger doesnt allow me to . cause too long . :)

and so , shorten the story , i still rmbr when you asked my number at canteen , and i was blushing to the max . the things that we done together , like sharing lollipops , waiting for me at canteen , takke pic tgther , disturb jokes , especially me , watching movies , lime juice was our fav drink , green is our colour , the bag that you bought , same as mine , the badge I love mummy & daddy ! awwww , bought same watch , bangle , when i always had to go home early , it's the mostt saddest part for us , we hugged each other in the rain , that's your wish right ? , when i was in JB , and you would text me saying miss you miss you , when you gave me flowers on our date , and i was so suprised i kiss you then , when we play pool haahh , and i won , when the first time you kissed me , and it's really not enuf , when you hold my hands , when we first hug each other , you would kis me at my forehead before gg home , when you mit up with my friends , ammie :) and we were crazy , when you met up with my parents , my mom also , and i beg you not to go home cause i scared i will miss you when you're gone , when you come frm home and fetch me frm sch just to send me home , when you mom boought for me the green pencil case , and oh iloveit cause it's green ! . when you count how many hours till i can mit you , that was so sweeet :) i also do remebered you ask me to be your girlf :) :) awwwww , it's so damn memories !

there's so many things , all of this i cant forget . cause i really treasure almost all of it ! :)
i dont know whye i simply cant forget you .

my purpose of this post is because i want to tell you that i stil do love you and miss you .
the LOVE that i had when im with you , is simply UNIQUE ! so different .

if i can rewind back the time , i can change evrything . i'll be the happiest girl to be with you together and forever . please give me a chance to be with you again :)

im sorry people if im like so what uh posting this on my blog ,
you people simply dont understand my feelings inside . haish .
im sorry again . but this is Arynna that cant forget the person whom she loved in life .

2010-04-15T19:16:00.000-07:00

ohh f*** ~ ! i really cnt tahan tis world man !

it's damn irritating . wah , i hate people controlling my life uh seriously .

it's like wtf man , you people just dont understand me sia .

haish , how long can i tahan ? ! f*** f*** !

ok watever uh eh . no use again ! well , i read this book . so damn awwww . " cinta tak semestinya berakhir ke jinjang pelamin.yang pasti, cinta kami jujur " kalau nak bercinta , mesti ikhlas dan jujur :)

i really miss evrything . i just dont know whye . evrytime , i'm in school , i keep on looking at you , but then it's like the hart is really pain inside :( i just dont know whye when im at home , i keep thinking and thinking over you . people ask me to forget you . but then i really cant . can you yourself help me by forgetting you ? haish , i cant take it no more . i always wanted to text you , but i dont want people say what what uh . haish . cause i really dont want to make the 1st move . haish . tmrw is 16th . if not alr 1mth only ? :) wahhh , sedih you know ~ ! memories that i cant forget ! :( now , when i have probs , i always share it to you , but now , i cant share to anyone except my friends ard me , but haish , it's really sad when ppl whom we used to share evryting has gone . haish . okay lah , da , i dont want to say no more . cause it's no use right ? haish . people takkaire alright . love and misses y'all .

arynna kidiko .

2010-04-13T00:46:00.000-07:00

^^ this is how i feel when im in school ^^

haish , it's really awkward uh .

but then i dont know whye .

so , i guess LIFE has changed for me .

meeting up all my anaks was really CRAZY !

ohh my , macam how long nvr see ! aahaha .

but it's like im the NOISY one i guess :D

so sorry uh okay . basically , went to school also i

get HUG ! haha , it's like been so long i

didnt get hug . LOL ! i miss you guys

really damn lots .and i hope you guys wont

change lah ok . im happy for the way you guys are :)

okay , im done blogging . so take care .

i love love love you .

2010-04-11T07:00:00.000-07:00

pssssttt people , tomorrow sch RE-OPENS ! hahaha , yes yes yes ! ( arynna chill alright ) ahah , so , school re-opens , that means i can be MYSELF back again ! Im gonna be crazy , but then also concentrate on my studies lorhs . haf to be good girl tis new term :) so , not gonna haf anyone or anything disturb my life anymore , and so , just focus ! yess ! also , i cant wait to mit MY ANAKS ! - yuhong , iea , Bebe , Lala , Julie and Mira ! wooooohooooooooooooooooooooo ! nak HUG HUG okay tmrw !Yayyy ! seeeeeeeeeeeeee you people alright :) love you !

basically , ystrday , went to work , wahhh , PENAT ! 8 hours of work ! and it's like ,

woaah , Kancong siah , some more nervous , dont know y , but i guess cause long time

nvr work . hmmm , met the old people back ! mmisss them . some more 5 of my friends

came with me and work together , hmmm ,wahh first day kenal , da gerek ehh ! :)

ahha , reach home at 2 plus am , then feed baby . oh ya ,, baby rabbit , the fur has grown ,

hmm , brown like the mom i guess , hahah , and it's really tiring taking care you know .

okay drop topic . so wake up early arnd 7plus am , to go to religious class . wahh , gonna

be stress more siah , nxt week is oral ! ohh dear . must study some more , okay watever .

hmmmm , to Su , im sorry if i didnt tell you evrything abt the r'ship . but then , please dont be sad . it's over btween me and him . but , please dont think too much alright .

kuu akan sentiasa menyayangi mu , sbagai kawan sejati kuu .

sayyyaangg kau :) and please dont do stoopid things alright :)

okay people , im done blogging , iloveyou iloveyou people .

byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ! :)

2010-04-08T09:33:00.000-07:00

hello hello people , well sorry sorry this pic , actually it meant that i want go beach and

suntan again . ohhh myyyy ! holidays is endingg , and oh no when can go suntan siah .

haishhh , i nid to tan my BODY ! oohhhh .

anyways , today is 8th APRIL ! and it's really special day for me ! cause my rabbit ,

JOBI , give birth to 3 bunnies ! but eventually 2 died . so left one . and i called it BABY .

welcome to the family , Babt . OOOHH , and im like the rabbit "sitter" i haf to feed baby milk frm the mother , and i haf to do it evry 2hours . you imagine , my eyes , i haf nt yet sleeping since mrning 5am ! gossshh . how tired is arynna now . haishh . sooo , i didnt went to floorball , just to take care of this rabbit & oh my , so sad cause i didnt wen floorball . cause i really miss the girls ! and also this few days im like been stuck at home .

hmmm , this week update , tuesday , went to watch How to train a dragon , wahh , with my dad . and seriously it;s a good show . hmmmm , but then , that day i got plan go out to watch Ju-on . but then , i dont know whye father nvr allow . haish , maybe he want spent time with me :) woohho , okay watever kan ! well this week also , 7 of my friends want to work ? ! huh ? ohh fook ! cann ? haha ,i just hope i can go work , and i want to mit Su also,to

get the Dear John Book ! Yesss !

so , now im blogging , ohh my . my eyes are like BBOOOMMZZZ ! i cant go sleep cause Baby needs milk . ohhhh shitz xD ! alright , just do takkaire alright people , anyth press Arynna . or write at my tagboard ok . loves you all :) miss you all :)

and oh , happy 2mths Friendship ya friend ;)

2010-04-06T07:49:00.000-07:00

haishh , im trying to be happy just like those pic ^^ .

awwww , everyday , i keep thinking , but i guess im stoopid of thinking

of the memories many times . haishh , i keep on crying with no reason .

but haish , what for right ? cause i feel like he dont care at all .

oohhh my ! god , help me .

haish , everytime i keep on thinking , whye ? whye ? but you didnt gave me the reasons .

wahhh , alright, stop talking about him .

but people , arynna is back to single life . haishh ,im sorry to dissapoint you all .

you all wanted me to last long , but haish , i dont know whose fault lahh .

now , my children got no father :( haishh ,

okay daa , stop blogging now . people , do takkaire out there , dont take drugs .

dont do stooopid things alright . if want , do with me . haha , LOLs .

BYEEEEE ,

be strong -

2010-04-03T09:31:00.000-07:00

Basically, things happen for a reason & I think whether we like it or not we just need to accept it. Things will not be th same way as it be but if we make it that way then there you go.. Having difficulties around you such as having heart ache. Anyway, I'm not Arynna as you guys taught of.. I'm just her friend who feels to wrote something here for her =]
Gee.. What a day huh? I know it will be tough for you but y'know, you must be strong girl. In what choices he make, you just need to accept it altho things will be fuck up in th end. Find your place & always be yourself. Don't loosen yourself too fast or not you will having a hard time having yourself back in peices.. Babe, I love you.. & I dont want you to be so miserable in any ways.. I will be here for you when ever you needed me. If you want me sit over him also can! Haha! Try to forget everything & put ALL of this mess aside aite? It's not wrong having new chapter in life as long you've learn something from it & just applied on it. This is not th end of th world. There still have th better ones out there.. Smile olrite ryn? Always -

xoxo

Ammie.

2010-03-30T23:23:00.000-07:00

what's upp People ? hmm , been enjoying the hols this hols ? erhhm , to those in ite lahh , nt in sec eh . hahas . hmmm , well , went to SENTOSA , with the floorball mates . the pic ^^ is not all of them uh . one only i take frm Fb . basically , just now , wahhhh , really long siiahh wait for them all . haisshhh , allaaa , nxt time dont go early sudah uh , ahhahas , just mitt you all there , ! hahs ., JOKINGG ! seriously i had fun with them all . eventho i just know the guys all , but then , it's like one day , da like know them long already , hahhs , step uh arynna :) okayy , mcam paham . well , it's nice knowing the guys tho :) well , went tanning myself , woohooo , im like kinda like my colour , ahhas , daddy cant wait to see uh ? hahas , :) ^_^ LOLS . after everything bal bla bla , went to makan dinner with some of them , wooohhh , it's like damn tiring lahhh , and and went home to telok blangah , cause it's like LATE already if i go bck to CCK . so , went home , and done with evrything , oh my , so damn tired , go zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz . haishh , penatt sungguh . the whole day im out . ohhh my :) okay , to those just now go sentosa ( the floorball mates ) i hadd fun . and nice meeting y'all . takkaire .

okayy , i guess im done blogging for today . doo takkaire aytes people ,
i'll blog soooon . love you all . and now currently missing DADDY . wahhh , to the max . but haishh , nvm . IMY daddy :)

arynna kidiko .

2010-03-29T18:14:00.000-07:00

helloooo , how you all ? hahaa , basically went out with my 1st child Yuhong .

allaaa , just to buy the barang for sentosa outing with floorball mates .

and , went to IMM . so i saw my bestfriend last time . oh my .

it was like 3 yrs ago or 4 yrs ago i didnt saw her . we used to spent time together ,

and she always help me with what problems i have . but then when i saw her , it's like evrything change now . we were so diff . i didnt get to hug her , we only talk abit . i was shocked she is still in Girls home . but she cming out soon :) good for her :) anyways , PB , eventho we have changed alot alot , but then i will not forget you PB . and doo cntct me when you are out . iloveyou .

okay , tmrw going out with floorball mates, to sentosa ! wohhhooo , im soo happy . okay okay . me gg sentosa , daddy gg chalet , sediihhhh :( haishh , cnferm cnnt talk to him at night :( but now worries , i will miss you so much . iloveyou , daddy.

okay im done with everyting .

so , taaaaaaaaaaaaaa , i'll blog again alright .

tc .

2010-03-27T12:25:00.000-07:00

heyy , hello hello again . well , basically , the photos above ^^ are taken today .

me & my Brother , just got nothing to do , so we took pics in th bus like nobody business

eventho got people looking at us . so , hahha . it like Lame right ? but for me , the pics are cute .

cause my brother waant to step smile can see dimple ! haahs , urrggh , STEP uh ! i also haf ! :D

so , aftr met my mom at tb hse , went to vivo to watch diary of a whimpy kid . funny siah !

woaah , went with my mom , my brother , ahyeen and atiqah ( my cuzzie ) , haziq ( ahyeen's boyf ) and lastly Daddy ! ahhahas , seriously like my mom spending her time with the Youths !

ahahhas , but she also looks Young ! LOL . hmmm , well , daddy met my mom ! so , blablabla !

And and wait ! i was shocked when i saw shobi and her sis ! wahhh , hug hug her ! it's been 3 mths we didnt met ! oh my ! i was so damn happpyyyy ! :) aftr movie , then off to home . and now daddy is at my tb hse ,hmmm , you know , it's just sad if daddy has to go hme everytime . well , i said to daddy no nid go home cause you knw i will miss him like mampos if he go siah , soo he called his dad , Yeayyyy , im was like damn damn happyyy lah ! ahhas , so , went hme , just watch movie , blablabla , and now everyone's asleep zzzzzzzz ............. haish , and im blogging :) still wide awake :D well , tmrw , i got madrasah in th morning :) haf to wake up early , but haishh . and i haf to go bck cck hse :) ahhhh , boriing , im gonnnaa miss my Mom ! she's gg bck alr ~ :( i love you mom ..

before anyth , just wanna wish my Kathy Baby ,HAPPY SEVENTEENTH BIRTHDAY ! wahhh , da besar eh kau ! :)anyw , im sorry i cant celebrate with you . as i haf to spent time with my mom on ur special day which is 27 March 2010 :) but also you did ajak me celebrate ur bdae in the club .hmmmm , club ? wooaah , str8 away i said sorry right to you . im not a club girl :) hehehe .i hope you enjoy your 17th bdae . and dont forget me . hmmm , i miss you alot .

okay , on friday , i went to my sec sch sports day with alep , ffaiz , azlan , dhinesh ,

kathy , sollah , sumpah Boriinngg -_- im nt really close to them lahh ....

and it's like nt many of the ex yusoffians were there siah . imagine lahh , only like 6 of us there ,somemore we were given the special seat . its in the middle of the whole seat , i dunno hw to explain, and our DM keep on giving us warning saying if our friends came by just to say Hi , we haf to go home . oh my . merepek sia , and the most cutest part of the sports day was the teacher's relay . 8x100m . Mr Adam pulled of his jeans to 3 quarter , and he sprained his ankle sia :( kesiaaann. but funny when the teacher's run :D hmmmmm , but sumpaahh this yr sports day borinngggg . haisssh . but then happy cause got to mit the old friends :)

okayy , i guess im done blogginggg . so , as usual im nt gonna make my blog dead , but

i will try to blog okay :)

takkaiiireee , im just missing Yuhong , Lalaendut , Iea , Bebe , Julie , Mira !

oh goshh , when are we meetingggg up ? :(meet up soooon okay anaks ? :)
iloveyou all . and i love you ilove you .

2010-03-26T09:05:00.000-07:00

PERSONS ARE GIFTS

Persons are the gifts of God to me

They are already wrapped

some beautifully and others less attractively

some are loosely wrapped

others very tightly enclosed

but the wrapping is not a gift

and this is an important realisation

it is so easy to make a mistake in this regard

to judge others by its cover

sometimes the gift is opened easy

sometimes the help of others is needed

maybe it is bcause they are afraid

maybe they have been hurt

and dont want to be hurt again

it could be that they were once discarded

i am a person like everyone else

I too am a Gift

God fills me with goodness that is only mine

and yet i sometimes afraid i might be dissapointed

maybe i dont trust my contents

or maybe i never really accepted the gift that I am

Every meeting and sharing of person is an exchange gift

My Gift is ME .

Your Gift is YOU .

We are Gifts to Each other .

2010-03-24T07:43:00.000-07:00

my blog is not dead ! im just sorry , i didnt get to update ! omg , 1 week didnt update ,

and confirm got so many stories right ? ! ahhahas .

holidays is like 3 weeks . OMG ! so long , and will miss my anaks and DADDY so much !

ahhhhhhh , okay . it has been gg to b one , two , three , four , five , six ! i didnt meet my LOVE ~! you imagine how rinnddduuu to the max i am to daddy ! ahhhhh , daddy mitt soon okay ! i wanna huggg hugg you !

okay , the past weekends i went to Melaka . with family . and it's damn fun .

eventho it's only 2 days 1 night . and so cramped you know i sleep at thee hotel .

im in the middle of the bed , and my siblings were like bside me . so damn wahhh lawww !

you imagine ahh , hahahs . seriously , damn fun . cause i bought many things . especially bag !

wahh , okay stop done ! :)p.s : when i was in Melaka , i keep on thinking of you .

well , today , went to job interview with Iea and Yuhong ! omg . damn like fook siahh !

i dunno how to explain , but then , it's like uurggh , soo , i guess start work nxt week ? banquet waitress laah :)

okay , tmrw floorball training . omg . and and im meeting my Kathy baby :)

soo rinddu her . i just hope aftr my floorball , daddy would fetch me ? :(

sooo , this week my plans is just mit my mom tht is coming bck frm KL .

ohhh , i miss her to the max also ! obviously ~ :)

so , i cant wait to hug you . and there's really to many storiies to share :)

i guess this holidays , i dont have time to blog .

so , just dont mengharapkan i update ok .

hehheeh .

but then i will not make my blog dead lah okay :) i love you all .

i miss you all .

arynna kidiko loves you

hugs and kisses .

2010-03-17T18:39:00.000-07:00

this two are some of the pics tht i took

when i met Ammie on Monday :)

didnt upload all . so sorry :)

but thanks daddy for updating for mee :)

im understandable you 1st time :) hehe .

well , basically , 17 March , daddy met my parents . wooaahh !

i didnt knw whye my Father wants to meet him at my hse ! :)

hahah , ( like want to get married only uh ) hhaa .

so , he fetched me , then off to home . and seriously im also scared for him and for myself :) ahahas . so , he talked talked to my parents , bla

bla blah , stories , questions Non - stop . ( standard uh parents )

then , went Dinner . wooaah , daddy also join my family makan :)

ahahs , and i love the part where my dad ask him to finish all the

food if not it will be the last day with me . ahhas . and he really

finish it . ( he said it's a Must ? ) hahas . cuteeeee kan ? ! :D

and it's like so Kenyang giler Babat siahhh , :D

ahaha , overall , im so glad . and you're really the 1st boyf tht

my parents wannt to meet you . and , it's like Amazing .

tak penah seh bawak mataer jumpe mak bapak , pastu gy makan :) ! haha . im soo happy . and i guess my family like you :> hahah .

okay daa , i will update again alright . i will just stop blogging .

takkaiire all . i love everyone . and also my daddy :)

i'm missing you already :) ! hahahs :D

I'm New,haha

2010-03-16T05:38:00.000-07:00

Alright,this is daddy here,i honestly don't know how to use blogger cause i have not been using one in a while so i'm just gonna type it short and sweet.

I'm updating for mumy,cause she does not have the time so here i am.

Yesterday,me,mummy and her friend ammie went to IMM,had lunch at Bagus! (lol,i keep laughing at the name of the place) , mummy and ammie had a lot of catching up to do,and gossip to talk about i guess? haha After that went down to buy ICECREAM!!! (**** yeah) Sat around talked somemore,ammie giving me tips on how to treat/handle/takecare of mummy. So ty ammie (: . After the icecream and busride back,it was home sweet home.

And today (:,Nothing much about today except for the fact that i asked mummy to be my girlfriend and she said YES!!!. Seriously so happy that she said yes,can't stop smilling even now haha.And that's about everything that happened these past 2 days.

P.S sorry mummy if there are no pics or its kinda boring haha,my first time,give me chance oke?

2010-03-14T07:39:00.000-07:00

im sorry i didnt get to update this few days , as im damn damn got no time ! :)
so , i'll tell you what happen lately .

friday : didnt went to sch . as i haf 2 days MC . so , went to cut my hair short .
hmmm , i just hate it lahh . omgosh . i dont regret in cutting , but the aunty like
cut like what only , ishhhh , geraaaaaaaaaaammmmmmmmmm !
so , meeting with the anaks was cancelled . due to bla bla bla . so , went out with
Daddy :) and honestly , im so happy on tht day . cause wanna know why ?
daddy ask me to mit him dwnstairs cause he want to give me smeth and ask me to
put bck at home . so i went down . then go up bck , he paiseh wannt to give me .
then , omg ! he gave me ROSES ! Iloveit ! cause i didnt get it before . wooohoo !
( when im typing this , im like blushing siah ) ohoh ! so , aftr tht ,
went to City hall . makan at M. Fish Market , seriously , its like im damn full aftr eating the food . so , then head to play pool . daddy just dont blieve me tht im Pro in playing .so , he challenged me . haha . and and , I WON him . alaaa , 2-1 . nxt time challenge again okeh :) haha . then head to home , cause i got to go bck fast , parents are just worried abt their children :) ahahs . so , before head home , went to Lot1 , bought waffle ice-cream .sumpah NOT NICE . so , dnt buy at the basement the ice-cream shop . ahhas . FAKE !then head to home . omg . every time , when the part of going bck time ,it'll be sad for me & daddy . cause we both will miss each other so much :) heheeh .so , overall , i did enjoyyy whenever im with you .

on sat : stayed at home . hmmmm , boriinggggggggggggg ,
but at night , i watch " My name is KHAN "
wahhh , seriously sedih . hmmmm , if im having a sickness like any kind of syndrome , will you still love me as before ? :(

today : went to religious class . and it's like only a few of them came . 4 girls and 6 boys , then somemore the teacher everytime , non-stop showing the same video evrytime . urrghh , and it's damn boriiingg lah . so , then went home . slept awhile . then off to Tampines 1 . sumpahhh , boring . uurggh .

tmrw , gonna mit DADDY & AMMIE ! wahh , i cant wait for tmrw ! yayyy !
woohoo , sungguh happy aku niari :)

okay okay . i shall stop talking by now .
you guys all takkaiire oryte .
lovelovelove you all ^_^

2010-03-11T07:13:00.000-08:00

omgosh , i cant tahan my throat and flu .
*hachoom ! * ishhh , 2 days Mc ! omg . one day nvr go school alr ,
i miss school ! hahas . anyways , im just gonna update a lil bit . cause
i nid to rest :)
to my FAMILY : i cant wait for tmrw ! miss you and will always love korg ^^

2010-03-08T18:30:00.000-08:00

Am i starting to fall in love ?

but whye him ? i did told myself , i dont want to fall in love ever again , Whye him ?
i did want to give up in Love , but my heart inside and my mind makes me realise tht not all guys are same aftr i met you . eventho , i didnt TRUST guys at 1st as they are busted . but , for Taufiq , he's dfferent that others . he never fail to make me smile :) each day . everytime i see him , my heart keep pumping , and blushing ( speechles ) .

Taufq , knowing you for 1mth , it's really something in my life .
i remembered the times you asked for my number , omgosh ! how MALU i am . and it's like
so unbelievable . i keep asking " WHYE ME ? ! " . but as days , weeks , month , i started to love you . i dont know whye , i just feel comfortable with you by my side , and everything tht we did together . erhs , i cant elaborate here , why i love you .
but , if i can show it to you , i will . for the sake of love , i will :)
daddy : iloveyou. and i reallyyy do :>

2010-03-06T23:12:00.000-08:00

i didnt expect fishing is fun . haha . and and , yes , im happy , eventho im in JB , i get to talk to Daddy on the phone , for hours . im soo happy nak mampos !

to daddy : i just cnt wait for Monday , gonna hug hug you ! haha .
aand everything . but the last ting is , im gonna smell smell your D&G perfume :)
haf fun when in the concert ! okeh .,

2010-03-05T19:50:00.000-08:00

aren't they sweet ?

goshhh . every hour , i keep thinking of you .
every minutes i keep thinking of you .
how i wish i will be by your side always ?
but i can just dream on right ?

well , tmrw im gonna be going fishing .
wahhh , i actually dont like it .
but then just go for experience lahh :)
and , we are gonna take a boat cruise . wahh ,
jealous ? hahaha .wannt come ? just swim
only then come ^_^

at the cruise , im gonna look at the moon ,
and im gonna imagine you are beside me like
what the above pictures has shown .

i really gonna miss you . well ,
i cant stop saying i miss you , cause it is
what my heart keep on saying .
so , again , i MISS you , Daddy :>

2010-03-04T17:21:00.000-08:00

i'll miss you when im gone .

when you miss me , just look up at the sky and

remember , i'm like the moon ; sometimes

you cant see me , but im always there .

2010-03-02T16:59:00.000-08:00

THIS IS WHAT WE DO , WHEN WE ARE BORED IN SCHOOL ! WEBCAM !

ILOVEIT !

2010-03-01T23:47:00.001-08:00

who wannt go for camp during the March holiday ? !

it's on 18 - 21 March ~ :)

hmmmm , if you want , text me or tag me ASAP okeh :)

iloveyou ALL :>

2010-02-28T21:24:00.000-08:00

im CRAVING FOR THIS ICE-CREAM ! * massive attack *

ishhh .... anyone , wanna come eat with me ?

conferm NO REGRETS ! hhaha .

MISS ME HUH ? I MISS YOU MORE than YOU DO , DADDY !

2010-02-26T07:38:00.000-08:00

"DEAR JOHN "

this show is A must to watch ! i went to watch with Daddy today .

LAST MINUTE go ! then , i guess Daddy got cry in that show .

haha , cause the Show SEDIH gila ! its really meaningful to me .

im serious !

thanks for today , daddy :>

im really happy today . not just i spend time with daddy i happy ,

BUT , im so happy , my old friendd , Suhairi , who i've known him for

few years , andhave not met him for how long i dunno ,

hmmmm , i get to talk to him at fb ! wahhh ,

i really miss him . sorry lah if im too what uh .

its just tht i miss my bestfriend like hell . and i

cant control myself . hhhehe :D

to Suhairi , akuu rindu kau macam nak mampos !

kalau dapat jumpe kau , hugg kauu tite tite nye ! ahah :D

kau jage diri baik baik ye :) sayyaang kauu !

2010-02-25T17:31:00.000-08:00

seriously , sumpah , all my body is Aching ! isshhhh ,

cannot tahan . and some more i nid sleep more .

after cross country 3.2km , its damn tiring , and ,

im sick now , having flu and headache . ishhh , sakiitt tak leh tahan ! :(

2010-02-24T05:57:00.000-08:00

if only , i can be free . and if only i can climb

onto a mountain , and relax my mind there .

or see the sunset ? it'll be cool huh ?

no one will disturb you . but then ,

you got no one to talk to . haissh ,

but that's the way to relax isnt it .

2010-02-22T06:43:00.000-08:00

i cant take it anymore. argghhhhhhh , mother ,
i didnt xpect what you said that day was true.
but why you did this to us ? i called , no ans. please mother ,
tell me the reason can ? haissh , i dont want suffer all my life like this .
yes , i know we are still ur children . but im damn sad with you mom .
im sorry for everything i said to you that day .
but this is not the way to solve it ok , Mom .
ILOVEYOU.

2010-02-20T07:59:00.000-08:00

eeeeeeeeeeeeee ! scary kan ? uurgh . well , ystrday , went to watch Wolfman with Daddy :)

rating of this show okok , i dont know what to rate . and , the wolfman face ,

which is shown above ^^ , makes me cover my face when watching it ! -_- tht's y scary . haha.

but it was fun ystrdy . actually everytime when with him , i really cant stop Laughing and also smiling . but sometimes he make me Paiseh to the max ! hhehe . ahhh , nehmind :)

okay , today went to IMH . hmmm , must be wondering kan ? ! hahahas .

well , went to follow only . but i dunno how to explain everyting , so went there visit someone .

not related to me also :) hahahs . i met my members there ! ahahs . FAKE ! :D

then went to ADAM rd , wooaah , eat really ALOT ! woooh . and , got one guy ask me am i

korean ! hahahs ! OMG . i was blushing sia , and i said NO to him of course ,

takkan want to say yes kan . hahahs . Paiseh . then went to watch Manu match . issh , Manu

loser sia , they play not good sia today ! isssh , geram sia . -_-

hmmm , nehmind . i will still support Manu lah .

tmrw , religious class , then Yuhong coming over , do project .

so sedih the rest not coming :( nehmind then . okay , so i got to go off now . takkairee . and haf fun :) i love you all :)

arynna kidiko .

2010-02-17T17:48:00.000-08:00

2010-02-15T07:12:00.000-08:00

Holiday for CNY issssssss soo DAMN LONG !

make me miss these girls on top ^^ ! haissh ,

Wednesday is coming , and i still cant wait to meet them , haissh ,

RINDU sia ! Heyyy , Steamed Duck , Bebe , Laladut , Iea JA , Turtle Ju ,

Itek & Pitbuntal , I misss alll of y'alll ! i dont know whye eh . hehhe ,
i just miss those crazy times when we spent together :)

iloveyouall :>

2010-02-12T07:39:00.000-08:00

things have been like , i dont know how to explain .
SPEECHLESS :) ! Hahhahahs ......

im gonna update for this few days one okay .

well , on the 11th :
went to Yakult , and it's like Funnn uh , cause got to see how they doo all !
ahhahs . kay , i know it's LAME O ! hahas .
and got floorball training , walawei , Chheebyyee you know the teacher !
uurgghh , she like what sia , we have physical training , and it's so damn tiring .

on the 12th :
we got Bowling , with the rest of the Office class . and ,
it's like so damn manyy people ! hahhas . well , went to school with my " FAMILY "
hahahs . those who know shutup OKay ! :)
we won the 2nd Best Class ! wohhhhooo , and so happy ? hahas ,

Valentines Day is coming , omg . it's like so jealous got many couple everywhere ,
and it's like every valentines day , IM single ! hahhs . mcm ape kan , Sad sia .
hahhas , okay , whatever !

well , this few days , it CNY . and , conferm Ang Pao ! aahhs . woohooo , and
i dunno father let me celebrate with mom anot ? haish , sedih sia if nvr celebrate with her :(
haissh , oh god , please please okay :)

anyways people , im sorry there's no gmbr at the moment , coming soon yea :)
takkaiire , and Iloveallof you OKay :)

2010-02-09T18:38:00.000-08:00

haisssh , evrything seems to change . whye am i suffering evryting now ? whye ? oh god .i always want a happy family , but evrting it's lke different . we got no Bonding between one another . and it's like difficult to talk to one another .
no trust ? i guess no love also ? haissh , i just hate my parents to think negative about me . they felt that i got no where else to go or stay , and they seems that i dont like my family . what sia ! ? how sia like that ? when i talk to people about my probs ,
I felt no one else understands me :( haissh , cause i've been thru all this also .

CAN I SHOUT TO THE WORLD ! CAUSE I REALLY CANNOT TAHAN THS WORLD !

ARRGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !

2010-02-07T21:44:00.000-08:00

Hellooo people !

well , im sorry i didnt blog for few days , too damn busy with everything .

Friday :
Work till 1am ! so damn Penaaatt ! and , really best sia Drink ! hahas .
omgodd ! im back to the OLD me ! issshhh ,

Saturday :
planned to go take money from work , but then skali Father ask me stay at home ,
spent time with family . Xian ! and , went to Jb , then watch Manu soccer . Gerek per !
5 - 0 . hahahs . Manu best sia ! :D

Sunday :
went to Ugama , eh really damn Malu sia , all the YP look at me , like what .
and , i guess they thot im their age , hahahs . but it's damn fun laah , but
still havent yet find friend . hmmmm , then at night went to JP .
haisssh , bought two chinese New year shirt , hmmmm , okayokay laah , :D

okay , now i got to go now .
takkaiire , byeee ,

2010-02-03T17:36:00.000-08:00

i guess , i dont want to love anyone else except myself . cause i remember this quote :
love your self before you wanna love others . yesss ! now , i promise myself this . remember it
Arynna :) :) ! OKayyyy . ( " the balloon that i hold at the photo , tell me not to love anyone ":)

whye people do like this to me ? whye am i always kena suffer like this ?
just what did i do wrong , sampai orang nak buat aku cam gini ! :(

kayy , da whatever laah kan ni sume . merepek somemore thinking about people , ystrday Napha , issh , penat . told myself not to stop when running 2.4km . but then , issh , lenguh sia my leg ! uurggh . and , now it is so damn Cramp nak mamps ! okayy , friday i cant wait , go
watch movie , it's been so long nvr watch movie , haaiiissh , :(

ammie : kuu really really nak join Outdoor Adventure Club sia ! issshh , geramm !

okay Done :) i guess till here k, goodbyee people ! :)

2010-02-01T19:27:00.000-08:00

haish , im feeling no use . things at home have been different .
everytime i come home , no one at home .
and always they come bck late , leaving me alone at home .
how am i suppossed to tahan for this thing .
everytime got problem ! ishhhhhhhhh !

people , do take care . iloveyou !

to my Ayah , Happy 42th Birthday ! iloveyou! :)

2010-01-31T21:16:00.000-08:00

i love you , Mom . and I miss you !

you are the one , who understands me

than anybody else .you always listen to

my problems , with my girlf , boyf and

anybody whom i mix with . you will give

advice if i mix with the wrong person .

i appreciate everything you

have done , all the sacrifices you have made ,

and all the things that you did to me and Firman :)

i love you . please dont give up on anything ,

i love you . NO matter what , you will still be

my Mother :)

eventhough we didnt spend much time this week ,

but still i get to talk to you about many things .

i get to share my feelings inside .

haissh , thanks Mother :>

LOve you ! thanks for understanding me ! :)

2010-01-30T01:46:00.000-08:00

we won Gold Medal ! :) 1st !

Our sisters :)

Got saw Us at Tv Berita News ? ! hahhs . so fun looking at ur own face on news !

ahahahas . i called my mom to see me on Tv ! ahhas . Crazyy uh .

anyway , we Won the 1st in Captain Ball . woohoo ! we had Fun and we are so damn tiring

after all :) and we are all Black , especially Mel . But YUHONG IS LIKE STEAMED DUCK !

serious sia , her colour i damn Jealous ! hhahahas .

then went to Yishun to ate our Free dinner at Eighteen Chefs , and it's like so damn FULL

sia , ishhhh , and i really dont know tht it's Andrew Bdae , somemore he is only 21 ! hhahas .

but for me he looks like anak bapak sia ! ahhahs . okok , im done here , tc .

and , to that someone , wooow , you are attached ? ! hmm , congrats aje lah i want to say .

lasstt long once again :)

byeeeee :)