it's impossible

Friday, July 30, 2010

What would life be if we had no courage to attempt anything?Let the months and years come, they can take nothing from me, they can take nothing more. I am so alone, and so without hope that I can confront them without fear. The life that has borne me through these years is still in my hands and my eyes. Whether I have subdued it, I know not. But so long as it is there it will seek its own way out, heedless of the will that is within me.

Tuesday, July 27, 2010

to you i may look as if im happy . crazy . but in the inside , im crying .

i cant take it any more . i dont know whye . i didnt want to give up .

but i guess i have to . i have been patient to you Alot Alot . and you took

it for granted of everything . and i didnt expect it to end like this . i guess you

also dont want . but i guess , your silence , tells me that you ask for it .

whatever it is , forgetting me in your life is what you want . takkaire .

thanks for everything (:

Labels: i will foget you

Monday, July 26, 2010

tak pernah terpikir oleh KU , tak sedikit pun Ku menyangka , kau akan pergi tinggalkan Ku sendiri dan membuat ku merana . aku tidak sangka semua ini terjadi kepada ku .

Thursday, July 22, 2010

Challenges make life interesting, however, overcoming them is what makes life meaningful.

life isn't always easy, it's full of tough decisions and heartache,and things don't always work out the way we hoped.life just doesn't come with guarantees. and while it's true that sometimes,by avoiding taking a chance on people, we can avoid some heartache,we might also miss out on the best times of our life. don't be afraid to love.Life is too short, grudges are a waste of perfect happiness. Laugh when you can, apologize when you should, and let go of what you can't change. Love deeply and forgive quickly. Take chances, give everything. Have no regrets. Life is too short to be unhappy you have to take the good with the bad. Smile when you're sad, love what you got, and always remember what you had. Always forgive, but never forget. Learn from your mistakes, but never regret people. Change and things go wrong, but always remember life goes on (:

Wednesday, July 21, 2010

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NABILAH BALQYS !

Wahh , your bdae so fast uh . erh umur brape yer Kak ? ahha LOLS .

hope you had a great bdae (: ILOVEYOU lah ok LIKE DURH ! hehe .

school's been great ! cause i got AWESOME FRIENDS , that always make my day ! Yayy , iloveyou Anaks anaks (; FOREVER FRIENDs EH ! HAHA !

ystrday , im so hapy giler nak mamps ! cause he called me back . aftr how long nvr call , sms . HAHAH ! yes yes . IreallyMISSYOU , awak !

today post very short one . cause LAZY ! hhehee . sorry oke , but still post jugak per , hehe . k lah . bye lah . Iloveyou all !

Labels: i forgive you and i miss you

Monday, July 19, 2010

"making a difference in people's life" ; hmm , that my dream (;
but i hate it when im too kind to people , and they dont appreciate for everyth . im trying to change you , but this is what i get in the end . betrayed ?

WHYE is there such people in this world ? not tht i feel regretted knowing

you, but your attitude sucks to the core ! f*** f*** ! Hate it man . people asks me to buat bodo with you , but then i jus dont knw how . im trying to now ~ ..1 WEEK like that you haf been missing , things change . haish , i dont know what did i do wrong until you do thiss to me :( haish , Kental lah .

k lah , da malas nak talk . Gooooooodnights people (:

Love Love (;(;

Sunday, July 18, 2010

this photo was taken last year , oh my . rindu Arynna nyer Hair dulu dulu (: hmm , met Kakak Eva jus now at my hse . wah ! 7 mths plus like that i didnt met her . it's like so fast . i smemre didnt know it ! haah . she's different alr . cause she wear braces alr ! cute siah , but whatever changes she do , she's still my Kakak Eva . hmmm she's crazy when you mix with her . we smetime did share story story (: i feel comfortable talking with her lah , easy to say (;

kay time check : 10.26pm . not asleep yet . cause dont know why , hehe .

im now missing alot alot of ppl . espcially my Mother . i dont know why i miss her since jus now aftr i left my grandma hse :(

tmrw is Monday , is gonna be fun lah , like usual . but end class at 5pm i guess :( boring lah , haish , but the most fun part of gg sch is bcause of mitiing my anaks anaks and floorball people (:(: Yayyy !

k lah , till here i blog , sleeeeeeping sooon ! nights nights . anything will update alright , taaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa (;(;

Love Love .

Labels: where are you

Saturday, July 17, 2010

cute tak dier ? ish , so geraaaaaaaaaaam when i look at him !
but he very degil . cause he came my hse , then dont want to go bck .
he stay on the bed , and when i wanna pull him , he pushed me away . ish .
nasib aku tak tengking kad dier , kang nnt cry cry -_- haha .

had a awesome dinner with family . stommach pain now . cause VERY FULL
already . and im gonna say , i hate tday morning . cause got no captain's ball .
buat penat je tak tdo , and got to knw takd ! ish . and buat penat org bgun pagy. she paitaw siah , ugh . say will call , but none frm her until i call her !
damn cb ! okay da sudah .

takkaiire people , love love you all ! hmm , it seems to me you dont care .
so for what i care . haish . taaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa (:(:

Friday, July 16, 2010

how i wish , i haf a boyf who is like her . who understands me well .

evrything is so complete when im with her . she knows me tooo well . same as the others . and we've known for 7mths . everything is jus so fast . the moment i step into clementi ite , i didnt expect she would be my closest friend .

even some people were like , if dont have me , dont have her . it's like evrywhere

we go , people will be like asking and asking . haah . she and my friends calls me mummy . i treat them jus like my daughter and son , i jus dont know whye . but i love to care for people . that's whye i haf 7 children . due to my behaviour and character . haha . anaks anaks , i hope we all dont separate frm one another . no matter what . eventho you feel left out , or even think that we dont want to b close to you . everyth tht you think is all the negative thots from yourself . smetimes we didnt get to realise what we actually think and do . in th end , actually is yr own fault and then regret . i admit , i do smetimes forget friend when i haf other friends . but i smetimes did think how will you guys feel if i did this . cause i can understand . but if you think differently of what i did to y'all , it's wrong . cause you didnt know my purpose of doing it . everything we do in life , there's a reason in doing it.

i've learnt that no matter how a good friend someone is , they're going to hurt you every once in awhile and you must forgive them for that (:

ARYNNA KIDIKO ,

Thursday, July 15, 2010

Aku sayanng ZEE !♥
everything i haf done to you , i guess you dont feel appreciated . tell me whye ?
cara gini kau menghilangkan diri kau ? haish , ape kau suda buat bersama ku , ku takkan
lupe . ape yg kau suda mengajar aku dan aku membuatnya , aku takkan luper kan jugak ,
mungkin kau rasa takd pape lah , but to me , what's the use of me trying out new stuffs , then
making me like one barbie doll to you , in the end what did i get ? the words you said to me
simply i thot it's jus sweettalk werds . and you told me to believe every words you said . cause you are not like the other guys outside . in the end , haish , trusting your werds make me feel useless of living -_- haish , skarang bile aku kol , tak tahu nak angkat . msg pon takd .
aku da tunggu brape hari , haish . nothing from you ! haish , takkan nak menharapkan aku kan ?
haish , ku tak tahu nak cakap ape lagy . shud i jus giv up waiting , and loving you ?
i dont know whye you did this to me :(

okay PEOPLE ! for your info , Floorball West Team 1 menang CHAMPION !
woaaaahh ! best best . and my team 2 Got 3rd ~ !♥ then we had BBQ with Sonia
all at east coast . sumpah GEREK ! hmm , nowadays school is like ntah lah . asik asik project je , menyampah siol ! smemre blum pass up , haish . malas seh ! nak buat , tpy otak Blank ! hmm , this week , staying with mom ! yes yes yes . and sat ! Captain Ball tournament ! confirm 1st again ! yeahh ! awesome ,, i guess sampai disini saje lah saya update . takkaire people , love love ♥♥

Monday, July 12, 2010

Iloveiloveiloveilove My team 2 !

well , school has been fun for me . cause like dont know

uh how to say , haaha . but some things also i dont like .

floorball finals is coming . all the best team 1 ! (:

and we all are going support y'all at simei .

oohhh , best best (:

k da , lazy nak update smemre , ni pun boring nyer psl

update jap (:heheh , kay takkaire !

iloveyou iloveyou !

Thursday, July 8, 2010

My team 2 in Floorball ! and i fucking love love my team !

we played bad during the 1st day . but as days goes , we IMPROVED ! and yeah , eventho we didnt went into Finals , but then my team made it 3rd place ! yes yes yes . not bad huh ^_^ so next week , we all r gonna support the team 1 ! at Simei !

yes yes yes ! all th way team 1 ! i know you guys can do it (: