it's impossible

Wednesday, May 26, 2010

Forgiveness is choosing to love . It is the first skill of self-giving love .The more you know yourself , the more you forgive yourself .The weak can never forgive . It is also the attribute of the strong . It's easier to forgive an enemy than to forgive a friend . It's very easy to forgive others their mistakes ; But it takes more grit and gumption to forgive them for having witnessed your own . So , To change your life , you need to change your priorities .

i may be weak for everything . but do forgive me . cause it's really difficult for me to
forget you and everything . i just dont know whye . seeing you , makes me shivers sometimes . and sometimes , i feel like , i wanna see you thru your eyes . telling
you whad im feeling inside . but , it's really difficult for me to do that . cause you
like someone else . or also kind of going to love ? haish , maybe you seem that im
happy just by looking at my expression or body language . but then , it's not true .
i have been keeping this kind of feelings , which i wanna tell you . but haish ,
i keep on wondering if one day " you would come bck to me " but it's just a dream
right ? i dont know whye i have all this feelings . it's damn weird . evry advices or stuffs that my friends ask me to , like forgetting you , it's easy for them to say . but it's not easy for me . i keep on thinking of everything . and i did pray to god . and seek help for my inner-feelings . haish , tell me how ? i know it's no use of me doing this or
evrything , but i just dont knw whad to do .

alright people , holidays are coming and exams are coming too ! it's jus next week . and yeah im in study mood this few days ! believe me ? haha your pasal uh ! ahah , so yeah . but holidays may be boring or sometimes fun i guess .ahahhas , so yeah , we shall see what to do during the hols then . takkaire alright people .
hmmm , if you guys are wondering what my post above referring to , haish , it's referring to someone which i cant forget . i just dont knw whye . hmm it's just this someone that i used to love last time . cause he's different frm the others (:
so yeah , do understand alright .to the someone : if you know who you are , hmmmm im just gonna be speechless and waits for you until my heart ask me to stop (:

Labels: Love is a choice you make from moment to moment

dont leave me crying . i've regret & i've realised .please , i beg you . tell me what's in your mind now ? i dont want to be the one crying for someone which i love so much :(

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

YES , WHYE ?

IM SELFISH .

I JUST WANT YOU TO MYSELF .

AND I REALLY CANT HELP IT ~ !

Monday, May 24, 2010

i really didnt expect all this . im hurt seeing you with that girl .

im really hurt . cause deep inside my hart , there' s still you . i really dont know

to forget you . everything i tried to forget you , but it's just so hard for me .

if i can rewind back time , and to be someone who understands all the situations ,

i would be happy if im still with you till now .

but then i guess you like another girl . haish , my eyes are pain when seeing you both .

but , if you arre reading this , im sorry , but i still love you uh . i dont know whye . and dont

ask me whye . but i still love you ..

arynna kidiko is hurt now . haish , this is what i get in the end ?

Saturday, May 22, 2010

first : im sorry to yuhong and mira for the 3hours wait ! im sorry sorry !

hmmm , they came my hse , and we did project ! first time so into project ! ahahs .

so yeah , manage to do some of it . and the rest i have to do :)

ahh nehmind . but i did have fun when they came my hse :)

so past few days , it's been fun okay okay for me :)

everyday go school , see each other face like so happy ! having fun together !

thurs napha , then got floorball training . now back bone cramp !

ystrday went to Navy open house , then to soccer match ! wahh , damn tiring .

but i sacrifice myself to go . but in the end , people dont appreciate that

we come for them :( haish , he just dont understands me lah huh . haish , what to do kan .

hmmmm , to you : it's okay lah . one day you'll realize your mistakes yourself uh .

thanks anyw ya .

to another you : please donot show me your what the fuck attitude uh .

and yeah you're making me jealous . on purpose right ? haish ,

k lah , takkaire , and i love you'all .

arynna kidiko wont change for who she is .

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

Oh no . alot of apologies to say to your'all .

hmms , im sorry ye cause i didnt update much . hmms , cause im damn

damn busy . haish , sorry alright :)

oh ya . there's alot of stories i wanna share to y'all . but then there's really too many

things uh . so , yeah , a simple update .

hmmm , exams coming . and i may not have much time to blog . sorry ye .

but i'll try my best oke (:

takkaire alright .

Love all .

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

brape lame harus ku tahan semua ini ? kenape skarang ? sampai bila ia akan berakhir ? haish , aku tidak sanggup lagi hidup jikalau keadaan makin teruk . hais , aku btol tidak sanggup lagi bertahan . knape semua hamba Allah tidak mempercayai kata kata aku . haish , ade kah salah kata kata ku ? knape semua kata kata aku , semua salah ? haish , aku pasrah .

Ya allah .

Tuesday, May 4, 2010

babes , babes , SATURDAY make sure JADI ye ! cant wait cant wait !

no guys as said OKAY ! loves loves :)

i just hate everything now . if you hate me or US then it's okay . me and him dont care .

but please , we are sick and tired of it . but all the while , we've been patient .

haish . just be yourself lah okay . Bye .

aku makin jadi stress seh ! wahh , brape lagi harus ku tahan semua ini ? :(

anyways , takkaire . bye

Monday, May 3, 2010

"Don't wait around for other people to be happy for you. Any happiness you get you've got to make yourself "

eventho im with different problems this days , but then i still keep on smilig and being myself . cause i know it's no use of me being stress over it :) haish , so yeah ! ARYNNA IS HAPPY with what ever comes now .

so jyeah , a simple update , takkaire . Loves Loves .

Saturday, May 1, 2010

shit man . i cannt tahan anymore sia , it's about my FONE !

sedih sia cannt msg msg with people , aiyo . they can only call me ! wah lao !

how to tahan if i havent pay yet . confirm mother will be angry sia !

so HIGH ! ughh ~~ !

shit . nevermind . haf to tahan awhile more .

this few days , has been crazy for me . i had so much fun in school .

especially the role pay acting acting .

must watch at my facebook ok , it's damn crazy ! hahah ,

then on thurs : went to FIKO , watch soccer , woah , so many ehem ehem !

ahhah , macam tak tahu pulak eh , hahah . then went to hospice .

oh best jadi EMCEE . haha , it's damn fun .

then went to queensway with yh and mira . and bole jadi gila kluar ngan dorg !

ahahha , k watever uh eh ! ^_^

Friday : went school jadi good gerl ! ahah , then went home . and it's really tired sia .

today : it's HEEN'S bdae !

happy birthday girl ! iloveyou !

tmrw there's family gathering . and i really cnt wait for the food ! ahahah , ^_^

okay , so now i blog like like that only ok .

and now seriously i miss the GIRLS !

takkaire . love love .