it's impossible

Thursday, April 29, 2010

urgh , urgh . im kind of hate certain people now !
OMG ! everything i don also wrong ! cannot this , cannot that !
please ! stop it lah , i hope all this end soon , cause i cant take it anymre .

ARYNNA KIDIKO anime :)

Wednesday, April 28, 2010

"hello hello baby you called i cant hear a thing"

hey people , im sorry i cant reply to your text all .
and im sorry if i cant call you guys bck because i really cant .
but if you guys call me and i answer , means i can talk :)
so if you want contact me , dont sms . call okey :)

i dont care for now . cause what for care for people but they dont bother .
haish , but then , i kind of forget the people , but the people around me
keeps on making me thinks bck . i felt kind of weird this days . but i dont knw whye .
haish , orang tu sudah brubah ! ape nak buatkan .

takkaire Loves , Arynna Kidiko Anime .

Monday, April 26, 2010

I woke the other day
And saw my world has changed
The past is over but tomorrow's wishful thinking
I can't hold on what's been done (woah-oh)
I can't grab on what's to come (woah-oh)
And I'm just wishing I could stop,
but Life goes on
Come of age
Can't hold on
Turn the page
Time rolls on
Wipe these eyes
Yesterday laughs
Tomorrow cries
Memories are bittersweet
The good times we can't repeat
Those days are gone and we can never get them back
Now we must move ahead (woah-oh)
Despite our fear and dread (woah-oh)
We're all just wishing we could stop, but Life goes on
Come of age
Can't hold on
Turn the page
Time rolls on
Wipe your eyes
Yesterday laughs
Tomorrow cries
With all our joys and fears
Wrapped in forgotten years
The past is laughing as today just slips away
Time tears down what we've made (woah-oh)
And sets another stage (woah-oh)
And I'm just wishing we could stop
Life goes on
Come of age
Can't hold on
Turn the page
Time rolls on
Wipe these eyes
Yesterday laughs
Tomorrow cries
Time rolls on

Sunday, April 25, 2010

Oh My Oh My ! stress stress . i already forget everything , and now people make me think back of the past . wah , my head keeps on spinning liike hell . this few days , i dont know whye i becoming happier and happier with the people around me . but also got stress uh , haish , so this few days , ive been staying at home , wah , so damn tired and malas to go out .

hmmm , to you friend , you know who you are :
im sorry for everything . i didnt meant to hurt you . but i hope our friendship stay strong .ive been negleting you cause i really not ready for anything . we can only be friend cause that's what we are for this 3years like that . okay . takkaire friend .

short post and simple :)
takkaire . and Loves Loves :>

Thursday, April 22, 2010

ahhh , stress stress . kepala ku berpikiran of too many things

oh no , it's like FRIDAY TOMORROW , wahh , SO FAST uh ,

dont you guys realise it ? ugh , i damn hate it .
had floorball training just now , and my head cant stop singing
/ hello hello baby you called i cant hear a thing /
hahahah , LOLS , okay okay , i cant stop singing also when bloggin , hahaha ., kay i guess im done here :) just a short and simple post :)
takkaire , LOVES .

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

Love is always bestowed as a gift - freely, willingly and without expectation. We don't love to be loved; we love to love.

Monday, April 19, 2010

ahhhh , tired tired , from CCA fair , tthen watch floorball match . wahh .

didnt even went to class . hmm but seriously its fun cause i get to shout shout asking all to join floorball .

aha . then get to eat PIZZA ! aha yes ! chhhuuut dus . so i saw Hamka play first time . haha chey .

wahh really like funny and cute ! ahah LOLS .

okay , done with blogging . just a short and simple :)

takkaire all . loves loves .

Sunday, April 18, 2010

im gonna be speechless ! ohh my .

i just dont know whye .

but the feeling inside me says so .

Labels: no use right

Saturday, April 17, 2010

as said that memories are meant to be kept . but sometimes we have to forget that someone to move on in life .but the memories with you , i keeep thinking each day .

i did want to post on blog 70 things i cant forget about you .but it's too long for me to write it .
and also blogger doesnt allow me to . cause too long . :)

and so , shorten the story , i still rmbr when you asked my number at canteen , and i was blushing to the max . the things that we done together , like sharing lollipops , waiting for me at canteen , takke pic tgther , disturb jokes , especially me , watching movies , lime juice was our fav drink , green is our colour , the bag that you bought , same as mine , the badge I love mummy & daddy ! awwww , bought same watch , bangle , when i always had to go home early , it's the mostt saddest part for us , we hugged each other in the rain , that's your wish right ? , when i was in JB , and you would text me saying miss you miss you , when you gave me flowers on our date , and i was so suprised i kiss you then , when we play pool haahh , and i won , when the first time you kissed me , and it's really not enuf , when you hold my hands , when we first hug each other , you would kis me at my forehead before gg home , when you mit up with my friends , ammie :) and we were crazy , when you met up with my parents , my mom also , and i beg you not to go home cause i scared i will miss you when you're gone , when you come frm home and fetch me frm sch just to send me home , when you mom boought for me the green pencil case , and oh iloveit cause it's green ! . when you count how many hours till i can mit you , that was so sweeet :) i also do remebered you ask me to be your girlf :) :) awwwww , it's so damn memories !

there's so many things , all of this i cant forget . cause i really treasure almost all of it ! :)
i dont know whye i simply cant forget you .

my purpose of this post is because i want to tell you that i stil do love you and miss you .
the LOVE that i had when im with you , is simply UNIQUE ! so different .

if i can rewind back the time , i can change evrything . i'll be the happiest girl to be with you together and forever . please give me a chance to be with you again :)

im sorry people if im like so what uh posting this on my blog ,
you people simply dont understand my feelings inside . haish .
im sorry again . but this is Arynna that cant forget the person whom she loved in life .

Labels: please

Thursday, April 15, 2010

ohh f*** ~ ! i really cnt tahan tis world man !

it's damn irritating . wah , i hate people controlling my life uh seriously .

it's like wtf man , you people just dont understand me sia .

haish , how long can i tahan ? ! f*** f*** !

ok watever uh eh . no use again ! well , i read this book . so damn awwww . " cinta tak semestinya berakhir ke jinjang pelamin.yang pasti, cinta kami jujur " kalau nak bercinta , mesti ikhlas dan jujur :)

i really miss evrything . i just dont know whye . evrytime , i'm in school , i keep on looking at you , but then it's like the hart is really pain inside :( i just dont know whye when im at home , i keep thinking and thinking over you . people ask me to forget you . but then i really cant . can you yourself help me by forgetting you ? haish , i cant take it no more . i always wanted to text you , but i dont want people say what what uh . haish . cause i really dont want to make the 1st move . haish . tmrw is 16th . if not alr 1mth only ? :) wahhh , sedih you know ~ ! memories that i cant forget ! :( now , when i have probs , i always share it to you , but now , i cant share to anyone except my friends ard me , but haish , it's really sad when ppl whom we used to share evryting has gone . haish . okay lah , da , i dont want to say no more . cause it's no use right ? haish . people takkaire alright . love and misses y'all .

arynna kidiko .

Labels: i tried forgetting you

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

^^ this is how i feel when im in school ^^

haish , it's really awkward uh .

but then i dont know whye .

so , i guess LIFE has changed for me .

meeting up all my anaks was really CRAZY !

ohh my , macam how long nvr see ! aahaha .

but it's like im the NOISY one i guess :D

so sorry uh okay . basically , went to school also i

get HUG ! haha , it's like been so long i

didnt get hug . LOL ! i miss you guys

really damn lots .and i hope you guys wont

change lah ok . im happy for the way you guys are :)

okay , im done blogging . so take care .

i love love love you .

Labels: im sorry friend

Sunday, April 11, 2010

pssssttt people , tomorrow sch RE-OPENS ! hahaha , yes yes yes ! ( arynna chill alright ) ahah , so , school re-opens , that means i can be MYSELF back again ! Im gonna be crazy , but then also concentrate on my studies lorhs . haf to be good girl tis new term :) so , not gonna haf anyone or anything disturb my life anymore , and so , just focus ! yess ! also , i cant wait to mit MY ANAKS ! - yuhong , iea , Bebe , Lala , Julie and Mira ! wooooohooooooooooooooooooooo ! nak HUG HUG okay tmrw !Yayyy ! seeeeeeeeeeeeee you people alright :) love you !

basically , ystrday , went to work , wahhh , PENAT ! 8 hours of work ! and it's like ,

woaah , Kancong siah , some more nervous , dont know y , but i guess cause long time

nvr work . hmmm , met the old people back ! mmisss them . some more 5 of my friends

came with me and work together , hmmm ,wahh first day kenal , da gerek ehh ! :)

ahha , reach home at 2 plus am , then feed baby . oh ya ,, baby rabbit , the fur has grown ,

hmm , brown like the mom i guess , hahah , and it's really tiring taking care you know .

okay drop topic . so wake up early arnd 7plus am , to go to religious class . wahh , gonna

be stress more siah , nxt week is oral ! ohh dear . must study some more , okay watever .

hmmmm , to Su , im sorry if i didnt tell you evrything abt the r'ship . but then , please dont be sad . it's over btween me and him . but , please dont think too much alright .

kuu akan sentiasa menyayangi mu , sbagai kawan sejati kuu .

sayyyaangg kau :) and please dont do stoopid things alright :)

okay people , im done blogging , iloveyou iloveyou people .

byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ! :)

Labels: it seems that you don care anymore

Thursday, April 8, 2010

hello hello people , well sorry sorry this pic , actually it meant that i want go beach and

suntan again . ohhh myyyy ! holidays is endingg , and oh no when can go suntan siah .

haishhh , i nid to tan my BODY ! oohhhh .

anyways , today is 8th APRIL ! and it's really special day for me ! cause my rabbit ,

JOBI , give birth to 3 bunnies ! but eventually 2 died . so left one . and i called it BABY .

welcome to the family , Babt . OOOHH , and im like the rabbit "sitter" i haf to feed baby milk frm the mother , and i haf to do it evry 2hours . you imagine , my eyes , i haf nt yet sleeping since mrning 5am ! gossshh . how tired is arynna now . haishh . sooo , i didnt went to floorball , just to take care of this rabbit & oh my , so sad cause i didnt wen floorball . cause i really miss the girls ! and also this few days im like been stuck at home .

hmmm , this week update , tuesday , went to watch How to train a dragon , wahh , with my dad . and seriously it;s a good show . hmmmm , but then , that day i got plan go out to watch Ju-on . but then , i dont know whye father nvr allow . haish , maybe he want spent time with me :) woohho , okay watever kan ! well this week also , 7 of my friends want to work ? ! huh ? ohh fook ! cann ? haha ,i just hope i can go work , and i want to mit Su also,to

get the Dear John Book ! Yesss !

so , now im blogging , ohh my . my eyes are like BBOOOMMZZZ ! i cant go sleep cause Baby needs milk . ohhhh shitz xD ! alright , just do takkaire alright people , anyth press Arynna . or write at my tagboard ok . loves you all :) miss you all :)

and oh , happy 2mths Friendship ya friend ;)

Labels: i have changed

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

haishh , im trying to be happy just like those pic ^^ .

awwww , everyday , i keep thinking , but i guess im stoopid of thinking

of the memories many times . haishh , i keep on crying with no reason .

but haish , what for right ? cause i feel like he dont care at all .

oohhh my ! god , help me .

haish , everytime i keep on thinking , whye ? whye ? but you didnt gave me the reasons .

wahhh , alright, stop talking about him .

but people , arynna is back to single life . haishh ,im sorry to dissapoint you all .

you all wanted me to last long , but haish , i dont know whose fault lahh .

now , my children got no father :( haishh ,

okay daa , stop blogging now . people , do takkaire out there , dont take drugs .

dont do stooopid things alright . if want , do with me . haha , LOLs .

BYEEEEE ,

Labels: i miss you, please

be strong -

Saturday, April 3, 2010

Basically, things happen for a reason & I think whether we like it or not we just need to accept it. Things will not be th same way as it be but if we make it that way then there you go.. Having difficulties around you such as having heart ache. Anyway, I'm not Arynna as you guys taught of.. I'm just her friend who feels to wrote something here for her =]
Gee.. What a day huh? I know it will be tough for you but y'know, you must be strong girl. In what choices he make, you just need to accept it altho things will be fuck up in th end. Find your place & always be yourself. Don't loosen yourself too fast or not you will having a hard time having yourself back in peices.. Babe, I love you.. & I dont want you to be so miserable in any ways.. I will be here for you when ever you needed me. If you want me sit over him also can! Haha! Try to forget everything & put ALL of this mess aside aite? It's not wrong having new chapter in life as long you've learn something from it & just applied on it. This is not th end of th world. There still have th better ones out there.. Smile olrite ryn? Always -

xoxo

Ammie.